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Thursday, September 3, 2009

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN.,,.

She makes me crazy.,..,..,bakit pa ako susunod???for whaT?? sinira na nya ang buhay ko nung una pa.,,so tell me why should obey her.,..,pinaasa nya lang ako sa debut ko.,.bakit babayaran ko nman sya.,.in the future.,.,.bakit nya yun ginawa????I really hate you.,arlita t. peralta

MY LIFE, MY WHOLEPAINSTAKING LIFE.,.

WHAT A LIFE!!!!!THIS IS MY WHOLE PAINSTAKING LIFE!!!
ano bang nangyayari saakin??? getting crazy.,.,maybe.,.,.
I hate people who kept on doing something which makes me HATE the world.,,
is it my fault.,..,.????my greatest wish in my DEBUT only is to let my parents.,.visit us here in SOS.,.not for me but for my siblings to save them.,.their lives from being wasted.,.,

Friday, March 6, 2009

a PROJECT

.,.,.HAY NAKU!!!!
ADI KAM NAG-IINTERNET PARA HININ NGA pROJECT NGA bLOG bISKAN ANO MAHINABO.,.,.BASTA LA MAY ADA PROJECT....KAKAPOY MAN.,.,.SALAMAT NALA NGA 4TH GRADING NA.........KAKAPOYYYYY

byE ByE AND tATToo

dEDIcated to myXfRiend
****

This is for my people who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn’t get it but you kept me in line
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes
On sunday mornings and I missed you
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There’s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the whole world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

By-Bye By-bye By-bye
By-Bye By-bye By-bye
By-Bye By-bye By-bye
By-Bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever

Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you where
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

By-Bye By-bye By-bye
By-Bye By-bye By-bye
By-Bye By-bye By-bye
By-Bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

*****

Ohhh... Ohhh Ohhh... Ohhh... Ohhh... Ohhh...

No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
Keep my hand in the fire,
Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed the truth is a
Stranger soul is in danger
I gotta let my spirit be free to...
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

(Chorus)
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry bout everything I done
Live every second like you was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
(I'll always have you)
(I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not bout taking sides
When I looked in the mirror,
It didn't deliver, it hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I got to be strong and leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I love you once
Needed protection
You're still apart of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
(I'll always have you)
(I'll always have you)

If I live every moment,
Won't change any moment,
There's still apart of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do.
Ohh...

(Chorus)2x
I can't waste time so give it a moment (can't waste time)
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry bout everything I done(no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction(don't look back)
I loved you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're in my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo

I'll Always have you...

BOB BUSHTAIL'S ADVENTURE


OOpppssss.....it's my project

Bobby Bushtail was a squirrel and a naughty rascal, too. Sometimes he was so untidy. Mother didn’t know what to do!
On the stool he’d stand and wriggle, when she tried to brush his tail, and if she combed (a little crossly), he would even start to wail!
Baby Bushtail, Bobby’s brother, learned to climb and use his claws: But at first, was very nervous, Mother had to hold his paws!
When they had their nuts for breakfast, “I can’t crack them!” Baby said, for his teeth were far too tiny: So Mother cracked them all instead.
One day, Mother said “Now children, gardening for you today! Look, the garden’s most untidy; you must clear the weeds away!”
Off they went, with tools on shoulders, Bob the rake and Jill the hoe; Baby Bushtail had the basket, into which the weeds would go.
How they bustled down the garden! There the task they soon began: Cleared away the weeds and grasses, made the pathway spick and span.
Bobby clambered up the palings, gazed about with eager eyes, glancing downwards, how he started, shouted out in pleased surprise!
There below him, big and tempting, Acorns lay upon the ground! “Jill!” called Bobby, quite excited, “Come and look what I have found!”
Bobby, quick as thought, hopped over, broke off bits of wood until, panting, and a little tightly, through the gap squeezed sister Jill!
Quite forgetting Mother’s orders. Not to go outside the gate, Off they scampered to the woodland! What an acorn feast they ate! Suddenly, around a tree-trunk, Baby saw, with startled eyes, open-jawed, a dog advancing, filled the air with frightened cries!
Baby skipped away, and Shaggy (-Shaggy was the doggie’s name) turned to Bobby for a playmate, -- All he wanted was a game!
Bobby, though, was just as frightened, scrambled higher up the tree! Shaggy was a little puzzled, “Why will no-one play with me?”
Meanwhile, Jill and Baby Bushtail ran off homewards in their fright, scampered madly through the woodland, quickly passing out of sight! Shaggy, greatly disappointed, sadly watched them run away; Thought “I don’t think much of squirrels! Went off somewhere else to play! Shaggy vanished; Bobby saw him: scurried quickly down the tree; noticed it was growing chilly, “We must hurry home!” said he.
Through the woodland in growing darkness, Bobby searched and searched again: Called out “Jill” and Baby! Baby!” But his cries were all in vain!
Now upon unhappy Bobby, Snow flakes fluttered thick and white; so he found a hollow tree trunk; sheltered from the stormy night.
Here he lay and sobbed and shivered, while the wood grew white and dim: Bobby thought of home and Mother, Thought they’d all forgotten him! Meanwhile, back at “Bushtail Cottage,” Jill and baby, home once more, told their tale to Mrs. Bushtail, Waiting for them at the door! “Well!” said Mrs. Bushtail crossly, “Now you’ll have no jam for tea!” As for Bobby, she was worried; “Where,” she thought, “can Bobby be?” Mr. Bushtail, rather grumpy and disturbed, said “We must go back again and searched the woodland, lest he’s buried in the snow!”
Softly through the silent woodland went the lantern’s bobbing light till they found him in his hollow, curled up snugly, sleeping tight! Underneath the big umbrella back they bore the sleepyhead “Never mind!” said Daddy kindly, “Soon we’ll have you safe in bed.”
Once indoors, however, Bobby, by fire, dry and warm, While his Mother filled the tea-pot, soon recovered from the storm:
Vowed he’d never more be naughty, run off playing in the wood, Disobeying Mother’s orders: No! In future, he’d be good.

DANCE with my FATHER

MY FAVORITE SONG THIS YEAR!!!!!!
Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
T
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him I
d play a song that would never, ever end How Id love, love, love to dance with my father again Ooh, ooh
When I and my mother would disagree

To get my way I would run from her to him
He
d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet

Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance

One final step, one final dance with him
I
d play a song that would never, ever end
Cause Id love, love, love to dance with my father
again Sometimes I
d listen outside her door

And Id hear her, mama cryin for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me


I know I
m prayin for much too much But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don
t do it usually
But Lord, she
s dyin to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep

And this is all I ever dream

JOURNEY............my journey


DEDICATED TO ME....MY LIFE...if you want to know me...just read it...

It's a long long journey
Till I know whera* I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you