It was July 7, 2004 when I’ve seen this guy who was very attractive. I don’t know why but I became crazy about him.
As time passes by, this feeling that I feel is getting worse. I cannot deny the fact that I’m such an idiot. I asked everybody who knows the most about him. Now, I already know a lot about him. He is handsome, talented but naughty. The sad part is he is a foster child. Those interesting facts made me more eager to know him better. He doesn’t do his school works, goes home late, smokes and drinks hard liquors. I don’t know why he does all of those things but I don’t care all about those things, the only thing that matters is I like him.
Years passed by, I don’t know how he knew that I have a big crush on him. Everybody knows except for my mother. My mother doesn’t want me to get involve to such relationship but we became the subject of the people’s eye.
One day, when I was walking on the road I saw him walking in the opposite direction. The people who saw us started teasing us. He smiled and said “hi”, my heart started to pound like a drum. I felt nervous so I walked fast just to get out of the scene.
On the same day, he secretly whispered to me on the window of my room, “Are you available this afternoon?”,because of my admiration to him, I immediately said “yes” though I didn’t know what’ll happen. We met in a place which no one knows. We didn’t utter a single word and suddenly he said “How are you?”At that time I felt a butterfly in my stomach. It took me many seconds before I could answer “I’m okay but I have to go home now because it’s already late.” I don’t know where he was looking but he said “ok” so I went home immediately. At once I went to my bed and said “What a terrible moment!” Everyday the same situation happens. Everybody teases us even my brothers and sisters. He once confessed to me that he likes me. At first I didn’t believe him but months later I answered him “yes”. After a few months we broke up because of my double-agent friend but it was okay because his parents decided to transfer in some other place which was far from our house. At that time, nobody knows about the situation except for my closest friend. Actually I really don't know why he asked someone to tell me that he wants us to break-up before they’ll transfer.
We both now live in different worlds. The new school year is fast approaching. My mom wants me to transfer to a private school for a better education. I'm an average type of person but I'm an honour student in the public school where I studied before. My mother let me choose the school I want so I chose the school where my
elder sister studied. My first day of school was fun. I’ve met new friends but the one attracted me the most was Nathan who was sitting across to my chair. He was handsome yet quiet. He doesn’t talk much. After a few days I found him funny, a buffoon but sometimes grumpy. He’s also athletic. I also met another lad who became my best friend, Zayl who was affable, benign and a prankster. I like him for what he is. We shared secrets and talked about our love lives.
One day, Zayl told me that my crush Nathan is courting somebody. I was kicked in the teeth. "Ouch!" was the only word that came out from my mouth. I saw the girl. She was gorgeous, lanky and she’s got everything that I have to live without. They are both rich. If I’d be compared to them, I’ll be “Little Miss Nobody”. Many days passed but my feelings for him were getting stronger. Many times I’ve always thought and realized that it's ridiculous that we’ll be together. I also got the latest news that the girl he was courting doesn't like him. I just keep quiet. Two weeks before our JS Prom, our teacher assigned us as partners. I was so anxious at that moment. My heart keeps on beating fast. He was looking on my face and I was blushing. When the event had finally arrived, he said while we are dancing "You're so beautiful!" I didn't reply. He continued "know what, I find you different from other girls I've met. I like you!" I can't say anything as if there is something on my mouth that I can't open it... After the event, I talked with my best friend what Nathan had said. I can't take him out of my mind. Every now and then I always think of him. In a few days he courted me and in a few months I answered him “yes”. I was so happy during that moment.
